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Time Flies

2006-06-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

It has been years that i last update my blog..
My friends are like "Hey Jayne, could you kindly update ya blog?"
I was like okok guys..I am too lazy to do it acually..

Then i realize i should say something or comment about my life.
Just Got my Diploma in Mobile and Wireless Computing.
Had my Graduation ceremony just few days before. I came to realize this cert seems to not bring me to anywhere. I
question myself.
What do i have in mind for the future? Or who or how capable i can be?
I answered (which seems to be GOD's answer for me), "Have a dream, and walk towards it" These words are keep repeating in my head after i attend service in church today.

Pastor Edmund said "One have to dream, work towards it as it gives you a sense of direction, step by step, the realization of your dream will come true" Followed that, i told myself, i need to know what's my dream and start working towards, It may not be too early or too late to work that first step in reaching out.

Friends around me faces all kinds of difficulties. I would wana take tis opportunity to blessed them, especially to my fellow graduates and those in the army. Hey guys, will never forget u all.. Gona miss my poly days where i found a bonded relationship and simply prince and princesses who were great. Love you all..

To my buddies, delia and johanna, if u happen to see this entry, just want to let you know, you're being treasured from the day we become childhood friends and will always be. I may not know how to express myself as we have drifted apart when i came to have our group of own friends. But deep in my heart, you both are precious to me. No matter how lest everything could have happen between us, it will only will be a beautiful memory. I love you both.

Lastly, to my beloved Gabriel. You know i love you and yes i do. For our hearts touches and crafts out the deepness of our love. Take care baby! Will be praying with you! Love you!!

Valentine Day

2006-02-15T05:33:00.000-08:00

Work was fine when it comes to taking photos...lol...we had fun..it was valentine day as well as sisterhood day..I took pics with my fellow frens..

Me and Shuli

Me and the bouquet that does not belong to me..Opps!

Lia & Me with her flower...Sweet

We in black n white

Our ghosty post..

Important?

2006-01-08T04:44:00.002-08:00

People reading my entry here will wonder i am saying below..But its just a general feeling of my own..Not pertaining to anyone or whoever..

I am glad that we have cleared all misunderstandings and become great friends again..Should i say great? Maybe yes..Things were never like before..I know..I am just happy..for the sake of this friendship between us. Nice catching up!!

Was wondering for people who have lost a friend in the midst of not knowing you have lost them. Some might felt they did not really lost anyone, it was just a friend they have lost. But have they ever thought of losing a friend that you knew that they can lent you a shoulder to cry on and without them, its like world without water. I said this because i just lost a friend of mine long ago and found this friend of mine somehow or rather. This was not all. It is not easy, like ya using hundred blocks to build up a tower. It takes time and the momentum to build a friendship up. ITs always true that in a friendshio, some are true and some are not. Whether they are sincere or not, its always up to an individual. I believe in karma, wat goes around comes around.

I am thankful that i am having a whole bunch of good friends around me.. Real great friends.. Somehow i duno how to show that you guys are being treasured, but you guys are just almost perfect..To my group of friends, THANK YOU!!

Up & ALive Again

2005-12-19T04:06:00.000-08:00

Haiyo..these peeople ah..like ronnie and sammie ah..always ask me blog..u know i very busy anot..Busy slacking actually..lol..Overall was ok!!

Just some updates yah..Saturday went for my Dad's company family day.. kinda stupid..Thinking why would i go sia..sounds funny though..some pics taken on the way there..

After that celebration, i went baby gab to taka for shopping spree...Only realising that i still lots to buy...ARGH..No time...Excited for Christmas....heee...hohoho..MERRY CHRISTMAS

Student InternShip Program=> 1 Month Ago

2005-12-04T17:03:00.000-08:00

Intern Students Plus 2 staff of MSPS (no longer around)

ME and Teck Hua..Photos taken before he left

ME and Ryan..Also taken before he left..

Working in MSPS, gona need to survive for 3 more months...ARGHH.BOREDOM

Jayne Alive!

2005-11-27T17:02:00.000-08:00

Since so long i have not been blogging, guess some might even tot i was dead or should i even say semi-dead. A lot of things has beeen happening in these past few months that i cant bring myself to put down in words here on wat really happened.

Troubled by family problem and financial problem. Days has always been so dull so dull..

Not to mention what happen previously that i was indulged in. To start off, maybe i will start by mentioning activities that took place yesterday. I went for my fren, juliana's concert or performance u call it. It was pretty interesting though. Juliana look so beautiful last night, but i heard her hair styling cost her $12 which i felt it was ok yah.. as in the price..Hee:P After the concert, i then went home with GAb.

Now i m in office, waiting for things being assigned to me to do.Really cant take the environment of the company here. I feel so bored, not learning anything, not my purpose to get in sip yah..Hoping for a better day later..

For people who said i have update my blog, here you go..

Looking forward to Bangkok Trip!!LALALALa

Days are back!!

2005-09-12T20:59:00.000-07:00

It has been almost a week spending my days studying...forgetting the sadness that lies within me..making myself busy was the only way out to get over my grief..Y cant i just get over him?
Yesterday was the day one year ago..we broke off..it was sad..really sad..

Dear God, i tried moving on, forgetting him..But it seems so tough so tough..When joachim msg me tat very morning saying he say him, i was really devastated..i wish so badly tat it was me who saw him..he was with 2 gals eventually..haix..knowing that that is him...i believe that is nothing surprising..i really hope to see him one day...for awhile, i wun't mind..but i know its impossible..Sigh

Yesterday was my last paper..went to town for the customized shop, but to our disappointment, it din open.. Sad:( but we continue to head out way down to N.Y.D.C for some snacks..lol..leg damn tired..With sam, yizhu laopo, ron, james n me...we all were at town enjoying ourselves.. I n zhu went to Zara again..our regular place to try on clothes...and now...my wishing list is gona be filled up...lol...haix..if only i got MONEY.....think tats all for yest...

Hope today will be a better day 4 me...coz my mind has been so messy!!

Sam's Birthday

2005-09-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

our shopping try-out

More of we at Zara!!

Sammie, James, Yizhu Laopo and ME!!

More of us!! lalalala

All of US at Fish & Co

Yesterday was a fun and memorable day i can say.. it was sam's birthday..surprises, fun, laughter brought around in the whole of Fish & Co..It was definitely wonderful. Also hope sam likes what we gave him..it might be the little too little 4 u..well, i hope u appreciate ya boy..oh forgot..its oh MAN ya sam..lol:) A day to remember..not to forgot going to Zara to do try out..
Gona definitely get that top and the SKIRT...oh i love it..but its 75 bucks..have to consider..but really love it..how i wish i'm rich man..haha..*jayne is dreaming*

Maybe time to go study yah...yeah..gona work hard for the first n last paper in my life in TP..Congrats to me

Mini mini

2005-08-06T08:46:00.000-07:00

After not blogging for so long, i'm backie

Someone got me this name.."mini mini" lolx...had a great day today

Going queensway tomorrow...lalala...spree

Concert..

2005-07-09T18:31:00.000-07:00

Had been long since i blog...long long ago...times had been time, school has been busy..days has been down..

Went for energy' s concert yesterday..Was a memorable one i believe..We ran from kallang to indoor stadium..mind you is RUN lo..haha..no choice..we are kinda late yah..also not bad, can train for my napfa on monday..lolx..anyway we reach there on time lo..just rite we sit down, the concert start..haha..we but got no strength to even stand lo..keke:P no many people exactly..some people, believe should be same as me having free tix and sit there do their own things..saw small boys using their hand covering their ears..like darn funny la..CMI..some even brought their ear phone and listen to their own music..was kinda fun there with Sam making all sort of lame jokes..like ah di looks like "Wu Zhong Xian" and stuffs, make me lmao..Generally, it was quite okie lo..there are tears, but definitely not shed by me...nah..dunno wat actually happen..had a glance of Slyvester anyway..went for you tiao feast after tat...pretty nice yeah..my saturday just past like tat..

Looking forward to today..Outing with my fren, but still considering to go for eugenia's birthday feast at fish & Co. SIgh...so poor...

His birthday is getting nearer and nearer. I want to get him something, yet duno wat to get and duno if i'm able to past to him. Maybe i will just use the previous method by passing to his fren. I miss him...so badly...just wish him well...especially his back..

will i ever...

2005-07-01T07:35:00.000-07:00

even now..even till then..right here..i'm waiting for you..not to come back..but for you to seek ya happiness

Does he deserve?

2005-06-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

It had been long since i blog..past few days was feeling kinda down and even today i feel i m darn unlucky.

Past few days, was watching superstar..There is this guy singing the lin jun jie song..I was watching just as normal when my small sis starts to say, "This voice sound like him ya". I was like shit, he is being reminded. Even though he is always on my mind, i wish i could slowly lost the feelings towards him. As the song was being sang by that contestant, my tears just drop gradually. I feel so silly..But i just hope he is happy now..and i believe he deserve to be cause he is my idol.

Today, i was so unlucky. My apel cropped up and my CMSK idea was rejected. I was so sad.Sigh
Sometimes i feel that i m a real failure. GOD tell me wat to do....

Blue Days...

2005-06-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

Days had been blue..yet fine just like the calm sea where i could see afar...feelings of ups and downs..getting stressed up day by day..missing him like more and more..enduring the pain i suffer...All these had yet to resolve..

School was pretty much waste off..Went for training yest...was pretty tired..

I hate the feeling of loving someone..but i know i lived to love you...

Myself?

2005-06-07T08:04:00.000-07:00

Its has been long since i blog..all these days has been feelin down and busy with some stuffs in school..wondering..what i had become? in doubt of myself, i seems to changed..or have i actually been the same..
I'm hearing a very nice song..this song just reminds me of him..singing it to me whenever we have karaoke session..but now...i no longer can hear that soft nice voice of him..Can really imagine the expressive look on his face when he sing this song..dun even know whether he'll ever think back..i doubt so..Now hearing this song, i just feel like crying..Tinking of our past make me wana sobx...Guess he is living better off now, persuing what he should, and be happy as he could..Y forgetting him seems so difficult..Just hate the way it seems..
Sigh..today had mood swing in school..Sad should i say...Feelin down as usual..My boy boy was asking me when i wana see gou gou..then i was like saying now..kinda ridiculous also..den he say cant coz he wana go play dota with my di, eugene and ben..then my mood become bad lo..duno y also..
Sometimes i really wonder what the world is like...walking in this lonely world all by myself..How will my life ever be wonderful again? hmm..cant write anymore...Walks away...Zzzzz

Down

2005-06-04T09:16:00.000-07:00

Feeling so down...Hopeless me...

Outing...

2005-05-31T08:18:00.000-07:00

Yesh...its another netball outing..Eating again...But this time around..Unique place
Popeye at Changi Airport Terminal One..

This is my first time eating there, and its like damn nice lo...Shiok
Took pictures...

Everything seems so mesmerizing...but there is one thing..
I miss him!

Stress

2005-05-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

so stressed up with my projects ya..duno how to start and stuff

then my fren was saying he gave up on a relationship just becoz her gf cant concentrate on her studies..i was like wat the hell lo..i said sthg like love hurts coz everybody seems to be be lost in love..Then guess what he said lo.."As long as i dun know what is love, i won't feel the pain"..FREAK lo...where got such thing wan...I pity those gals who are in love with him lo..
*slap him* hate this kind of guys lo...Dun wana say anymore le...

Messy mind

School Reopen..

2005-05-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

Yeah..finally sch reopen..

had like cca recruitment drive thingy yah..was like at the booth most of the time...haha..nothing much happen actually..
First day, one assignment and loads of Major Project stuffs to tink yah...Will give my very best ya...Morning, went to "eat" with freshmen...but i din eat la..as usual..hehe:P
My day just end like tat lo...muahahah

*tip-toe* away

Freshman Orientation+Jam & Hop

2005-05-20T22:03:00.000-07:00

The past 2 days was the Freshman Orientation that i have no time for blogging session..Noo i 'm back...haha..It was so so fun...Especially with the MWC group of Freshman..they were so Enthusiastic..As wat ron had siad, Without them, All these would not have been possible..It was just mainly 2 days oof the period, and we get to knowthem so well...Really love them all..They never dissappoint us by not coming back on the 2nd day as we were so afraid that they would..they were so sporting..absolute sportsmanship and teamwork we could see within the whole group..We get to know each other, play games, cheer and even try to make fun of one another..That was the kick of the orientation..Could believe that our Lt is so active yah..

My caregroup...Quite interactive la..but as usual, the guys mix with the guys and the gals too yah...duno y also..sexist lo..maybe..haha..they are a group of easy-goin people..Really enjoy being with them..playing with them, talking to them, getting to know them and not forgetting having lunch with them..Hope they will cherish their time as a class in the year of their poly life.
I LOVE YOu Guys...Caregroup C119E

Jam & Hop was damn cool lo...This was the first time i was there...Listening to people beatbox and breakdance lo..Love the way they dance...We were dancing all the way lo..like crazy..Then i was being sabo by ron to the pole lo..for the guys to dance..It was pretty high lo..Then i also sabo my laopo..haha..sorry zhu...din meant to..just wana have fun lo..lolx..

Everything was superb...So fun dancing...Looking forward to more...
Later goin out with Laopo again...Then finally meeting my buddies for dinner...haha..
LALALALA...Happy...Ciaox

Camp...

2005-05-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday had Orientation Camp..Suppose to stay over but i din..haha..Then we had this netball friendly with Lawyer Association..wat a funny club..We then decided to call ourself the Underground Association..duno y this name either..Anyway we won la..Yah..Was so damn hungry..Is like din eat breakfast and lunch lo..So tired even...Thne the today seems so close..

Today, back to OL camp..had games and talenttime..Talentime was cool lo..Our acting just rocks lo..Cool manx..Before the skit was the final clash or should i actuallu say a final clash? Everyone was so rara lo..We all chiong..then alias somemore.more fun wo..haha..was not wet..in the end still have to form a circle to the main comm and sub comm people to throw the water bombs...we were like wat the.....lolx..but had lotsa fun lo..canot make..And yah..my group was the CHAMPION lo..haha...
So tired after this two day..still got more to go..cool manx...
Good night people...Snooze!!

Shopping?

2005-05-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

Shopping or was I window shopping?
Spent my day at bugis again with my elder sis and yesterday with my younger sister...
Wake up just so early to go shopping...lolx..

I guess i am fortunate..Really...
Good Day!!

SENTOSA!!!

2005-05-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

I am burnt....Red...Fire!!

Hopes?

2005-05-11T08:12:00.000-07:00

pinning on hopes for his return or wanting us to lead the life of our own..what do i actually wan?

Being confused..

Jayne.. You ought to wake up..And learnt to Let go!!!

Day out with Laopo ;)

2005-05-08T05:42:00.000-07:00

was out with laopo zhu to town...first, we head to dobby ghaut coz she say she wana change her handphone battery..In the end, the person ask her cum back on thurs..i was wat the...then we walk around at PS..went to best denki to find peiming(coz zhu say she was there), but in the end, couldn't see a single soul of her..*muxt be eat snake ah* lolx..
Next, we proceed to town..on the way, we walk thru this ulu place, din ever walk before and today realising there are kinda lotsa stuff inside there..zhu wanted to get a ROXY top..but in the end she din buy coz she wana save money to get her mum sthg..so sweet rite..walk and walk, we were then at cinelesisure..seeking for bikinis..lolx..den zhu hungry, so went to grab a bite..eating the raw oyster sucks lo...OMG..freaking raw taste..*pukes*
Den we were like oh shit..kinda late le..better go get our Durian Puff..Hoo..there we reach at GoodWood Park Hotel for our Durian Puff for our mum..But it was so damn long queue..Everybody buying for their Mum i guEss..Den went to get my bikini..haha..den headed home le..becox the puff need to be refrigerate..yah...Thats the end of my day..with a simple dinner at home..LastLy...

Happy Mother's Day...I love You Mum!!

=={ Just anoTher Day }==

2005-05-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

Your touch send rushes right though me
and your sweet caress is not hard to see,but then you slowly fade away
i want you back more everyday.
you fade from my touch to far i can't reach
your scented presence of which i can't teach
your touch of my cheek and there i melt this,
the strongest feeling i've felt. you kissed me when i cried for days
that thought will never fade away
you showed me i had the world to see
and not to give it up for free.we stood there while it rained all day
locked up inside your arms all warm and safe,you looked after me and you cared
you took no notice of the eyes that stared..

It was just another day where i could put my emotions in here and drop tears for u once again..
Knowing that ya pretty in love with this gal, i hope to give u my blessing..I believe she will be yours just this one day..Good Day to the man of my love!!

Netball Gathering

2005-05-03T08:16:00.000-07:00

Ha! Its another netball gathering...Held at this function room at audrey's condo this afternoon..
Its a porklard, where everyone has to bring their own food...Get to taste the different kinda of food..yum yum..I cook potato cutlet today, den brought go, lucky they finish..

Played all kinda games like: guessing of celebrities, guessing of chinese idioms as well as guessing who is drinkin some sucky drink...Lucky i din drink any of them..But in the end, my team still lost overall lo..This was the worst part of the gathering..We had forefit for that..The punishment was to allow the winning team to draw make up on our face, to look like this gal called "Ru Hua"
Oh my..it turn out damn digusting lo...cant stand lo... :P
After that we went out to this little hut to play some games like murderer and stuffs lo...
Then get to know angeline and I kinda share the same interest...love netball...love soccer and watch wrestling...cool rite..muahaah...
My day...Great!! Walks off to my cosy bed!!

Next Gathering coming up..Tanning adn boat restaurant...oh..cant wait!!

is it true?

2005-05-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

This time is it true?
I read this magazine about my horoscope..it was very true..
It said something like "waiting for someone to come back, waiting for him to change or "improve" himself, its impossible..you should love him for what he is, so its time to let go"

I believe somehow or rather it is true..though i am not waiting for him to come back, but i'm hoping him to change..yah..i always believe in not changing a person, and i do love him for who he is...for now..whether or not, i should let go is still undecided..!!May time will prove everything..!!

+My Heart Beats For You+

Again?

2005-04-28T08:23:00.000-07:00

Nothin really happen today except for me seein him online with this nick
+ It's most difficult to tell someone u love and to get her to love u back, i've already done the first half+

i was wondering..when is goin to be the next relationship for him..Should i be happy then, perhaps i should..Or should i feel sad, coz in fact i am..This doesn't really matter..

This nick that he puts really make me wana tell him something..What u want in life, it's never easy like u see..U done the first half, doesn't mean the other half will make it a whole..Maybe he believe..but what i could i say..Its his life..All i wish is to see u grow up and learnt..Love is not as Easy as u think...Wake Up Boy!!1

Cherios

2005-04-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

Firstly Happy Birthday to Sebastz and Lawrence..
Both birthday on the same day...haha..today went to polyclinic wanted to wach my teeth, then the nurse say must wait for 6 months lo..wat the hell..nonsense riite..
Then went to buy gift...walking alone just sucks..haha..
I and Sebastz talk about all sorts of thingy today lo..from himself to another him and on and on..really learnt about their life and every step their taking..really interesting..

Perhaps i had always thought in the wrong and blame the wrong person..I learnt every individual has different level of maturity wo!!
Lesson Learnt Today!!
Thanks Sebastz..
Every Life is for a purpose when every step i take, i learn.:)

Past

2005-04-25T08:42:00.000-07:00

22th April
Girls Talk

25th April
Did not have training for almost 3 weeks i guess..coz had to wait for coach renewal of contract lo
but bad day today..almost admitted to hospital cause had chest pain..it was damn sharp pain and at that very moment i tot i wuld die..
Got back my theory result, fail lo..perhaps i am meant to be driven around as wat most of my friends say lo..but some really encourage me..
Thanks to those netball gals who help me when i couldn't breathe anymore..
Tml there two of my guys fren bdae, duno wana go a not..shall decide tml den..
Goin to bed soon...walks away!!

A Dream

2005-04-19T01:20:00.000-07:00

17th april:
went out with sam and yizhu and not forgetting james..sam and zhu lo..make me wait for almost half an hour lo..damn silly and cute lo..reason for being late, sam was waiting at control while zhu was waiting for him at breadtalk..anyway we walk around town and went n.y.d.c to eat lo..nice day yah..had fun buying stuffs...though its not much, but at least i buy yah..looking forward to more shopping trips yeah..!!
18th april
slacking at home..cook dinner for my family..(an every thing yah)
19th april
had this weird dream last night..dreamt about HIM..goin for karaoke with my sisters without me..was wondering wat was happening..just know that there is the presence of him and my siblings in this dream..
though it had happen in reality, i guess it may not appear to be now..what's over is over
End of dream::
Just watch this tv serial, saw this twins being born but weighing onli 870grams lo..mind u is grams..so light and tiny!! but as the doctors who said in the show, both brothers are warriors, fighting to live on as they are living in respirators..so poor thing..but their baddie father wants the doctor to let the twins die off..so evil lo..because of their size and the father was afraid to face dfficulties in future so make this decision..
This phrase really sound so profound to me: If every life is for a purpose, why were they born?
This makes it like what was their purpose bring brought to this world..:(
A meaningful show..
Thats all for today i gues..gona play pool online le...ciao..lalalala

backs

2005-04-16T08:43:00.000-07:00

kinda for a few days din blog le
keke:P now back for more...on thurs, went for netball gathering spending almost 5 hours at seoul garden which was so wonderful...everyone together..so much fun..
today went out with jie and godma...den to aunt's chalet...a buffet..was alright yah..

somehow feeling abit down..my ex ask for a patch up..i kinda rejected him as i felt i dun wish to be in a relationship and my heart still wandering in someone's soul..cant simply accept him..dun wish to hurt another guy..hate myself lo..

gona stop here le..nitex..sad nitex

Good Day...Chill!~`

2005-04-12T21:08:00.000-07:00

here i am...backie..went out yesterday with this close guy friend of mine..haha..
went for movie, then dinner and a stupid trip down to the B.I.R.D sales..his friend so called call it..nothing muchie at the sale i guess cause we were rather late there..so we just walk around at suntec lo..followed on, then we went back to ps..he was like grumbling that his transport here and there was damn painful lar..as in the $$..whaha i was laughing away lo..anyway he was so sweet, brought me jacket as he thought i might need it...but i did brought along mine too..but i used his instead...went to centrepoint find ser..then she mistook my friend was like my bf..i was like oh no...he has a gf lo..he bought me chocolates..(my favourite) while i was not around with him..thats so nice of him...then we went pizza hut for dinner..was rather pissed off with their service...CMI..then we headed home..he wanted to send me home, but he was not ok as in his eyes was damn red..so i asked him to go back first yah...need not send me home..yah...the day just ended just liek tat...A nice day indeed!!~~~`

Tiring day

2005-04-11T08:16:00.000-07:00

back for blogging again..
just came back from so-called training...or should i say friendly matches
damn frustrated with those guys lo...coz there were mix gals and guy lo n damn freaking tall lo
of coz to their advantage lo..somemore say we still not up to their standard..wat a word lo..Sissy gays..cant stand when they stick so close to you..ARGH!!!today was as usual for me...stay home slack for the whole day, den went to meet my ex-sch mate b4 goin for training..
Nothing special really happen..
From the day u left...
I'm no longer the same!!~~(._.)

Why?

2005-04-08T00:21:00.000-07:00

Why GOd doesn't give him a good life..be it in life , love or family..i only can feel him from afar...
I beg u GOD, give him what he wish...*i pray to u silently, may u listen to my prayers*
*sob sob* i rather u make my life tougher to exchange a better life for him..I just want him to be happy..
Today i got my results yah..manage to pass all..was kinda lucky in a way i think...
YAh...but i dun think i am happy...not because of my dissatisfaction of my result..but knowing that he might be unhappy at this point of time..
*Jayne prays hard..*He will be happy and always will be**

to believe "_"

2005-04-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

today i'm back again blogging....wasn't feeling as good as i was before..
wondering wat running through my mind..tml is my class bbq le...
hopefully i will feel abit better..

If you will be happy, I will be!~~~

+thinking of you+

2005-04-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

i have always been suffering..in my own life..for the sake of others i rather be..
LIfe is terrible..i choose to be around not because i have to not but i want to..
My existence and your presence will never be touched together ever..
Till the day of my last touch in life, this silly gerl jayne will always pray for you..
Be it anything, ya the last i will feel!!~~

Simply Him

2005-04-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

It was just him......

Ai(4) bu(1) gai(1) rang(4) ren(2) shi(1) wang(4)

Nice April Fool Trick

2005-04-01T07:33:00.000-08:00

firstly, i would wana thank people like ron and joachim for accompanying to past my tyme..and specailly thanks joachim for that early morning trick and made it so real..yah..he did make it real coz i din manage to get my pay...ARGHH...*strangle him* wrong name..so ronsense lo..oppss speaking more like ron le wo..den wasted my whole day just liek tat lo..
waiting for my sis for an hour..freaking frustrating..but luckily hor i very patient lo..if not hor..she will die ah..walk around..saw so many thing that arouse my interest..but to think twice..got restriction on money wise lo..no choice also...sianx ah...gotta get my pay on another day lo..freak..life's damn tututu ah...

walalalala

2005-03-31T06:24:00.000-08:00

hurray..finally training starts..its keep fit tyme..my whole day before training was just mainly
sleeping and playing online pool..damn bo liao lo..wahaha..but when it comes to training...it was very fun lo..ser and shan was prompting us with iq question, luckily still manage to get one or two correct..haha..starting running 7 rounds was like a hell of my life..but after i finish i realise it was alright only ya though tired yah..followed then we did some new drills..then to some games between own teammates..den carissa fell down..then the game ended..it was so painful seeing her like that yah..*huggies*..cooling down was the end of our training le..haha..then we tok about netball outing like goin to sentosa to tanned and to food...haha..we most likely gona chill out at 'seoul' de garden yah..lol:P whatever, we're discussing about this under the rain..haha..romantic sia..but cant wait for this outing yah...hehe:) Jst wish to leave a poem tonight...
+Sometimes+
Sometimes a lie is better
Sometimes it's good to hide
so i don't think i'll let him
see what i felt inside
Sometimes i feel all rotten
Sometimes i feel sick
And how far i'd have gotten
if i knew what made you tick
Sometimes i feel insane
Sometimes i feel depressed
i've got this pain
That's in the right of my chest
Sometimes i feel locked up
Sometimes i feel crazy
Sometimes i wish i would speak up
Even that would amaze me
Sometimes i wish i could get away
Sometimes i wish i could be free
The sight of you everyday
makes me wonder why you can't see me
Sometimes you make me wonder
Sometimes you make me sad
But when i see you splendor
The world doesn't look as bad
Sometimes you make me wana weep
Sometimes you make me wana cry
And your the reason why

_ Fuull KaaRrookE SeeSsiioon_

2005-03-30T19:22:00.000-08:00

oh my..din manage to blog yest coz i think it was down for maintenance..anyway make
no diff if i will to write today either..keke:p went for karaoke session with yizhu my laopo
yah..had a damn wonderful time..though its only 2 of us..we make it our own yah..all chapalan songs we sing lo..duet la..and duno what nonsense song we also sing..hahahaha..was damn
lamn lo..haix but when to tink of when was the last tyme i went singing would be the tyme when i went with him..it was unforgettable..sthg i'll nv forget in this entire life..i sung jay's song and some of his song almost made me trop my tears..recalling the tymes i had with him and the first tyme meeting him, he sang a jay's zhou song..was real romantic..but all this has become the past.
Anyway we sung firm 2-7pm lo..so freaking lo..and i was freezing inside too..but still i enjoyed myself..training later..haha..miss it so much...shall blog again tonight..

=first bloGgy=

2005-03-29T02:47:00.000-08:00

haha..today is my first day blogging..nice work yah..*hugs mei*
today was a boring day for me..was slacking all awhile at home lo
CMI ah..luckily my sis was back early to accompany me..went to bank
then to the bubble tea shop to past my time..during noon, wrote
testimonial for some people..yeah..was kinda long din write le wo..
k la..thats all for today yah..BOREDom kills!!~~`